A conclusion of the month:-
First of all, I lost my beloved SE Aino, a graduation gift from my parent. To point, I'm such a failure!
Secondly, I got sick. My eyes are infected with white spot, claimed as ulcers. These are all over my eyes, causing dryness and itchiness at all time. As such, lens are wasted!
Third, I suffered gum infection. There's a saying in Chinese - Body heaty. Sad enough, I'm tasting bitterness of eye drop 4 times a day, and then all tasteless food!
Fourth, I lost my old phone, yet again! I just can't be any better. This time round, all my contacts, sms wishes, pictures - G.O.N.E
Approaching end of month, I'm still standing, been crying badly, shits happen, I understand, I need to handle stuff, allow me to cry as much as I can, I need time.
Sigh for November. Anyway, still hoping for the best for December, as it's a blessing month from Santa! 2010 is coming to its end, so fast, so soon. Time is flying extremely fast, yet I'm still at my slow pace of life, what the hell I'm up to? I don't know!
God bless everyone! Away from sickness, clumsiness!
30 November 2010
12 November 2010
The Ordinary
Teeee-Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
'The Ordinary' by NeeYaa has reached a year old. Happy sweet birthday to my blog!
Reading through all these posts, although there're nothing much, but it's the sweetest place for me to express what I feel, what I think, what I see, and what I experienced. Thank you so much reader for all of your support all these while. Though I'm not as 'pro' as those bloggers out there to have their pages in a '.com' format, but I promised to share the best of me and everything to all of you.
There's more to come! This blog becomes unique because of you~ Happy Birthday again to my dearest! To those who blog, to those who read, cheers!
'The Ordinary' by NeeYaa has reached a year old. Happy sweet birthday to my blog!
Reading through all these posts, although there're nothing much, but it's the sweetest place for me to express what I feel, what I think, what I see, and what I experienced. Thank you so much reader for all of your support all these while. Though I'm not as 'pro' as those bloggers out there to have their pages in a '.com' format, but I promised to share the best of me and everything to all of you.
There's more to come! This blog becomes unique because of you~ Happy Birthday again to my dearest! To those who blog, to those who read, cheers!
07 November 2010
Going Against the Imbalance
I've been spending time with my family lately, precisely, most of the time with my mum. Had been missing all these chances all these while, nothing is ever too late to be done. Again, I'm deeply blessed. Thank God.
Sadly, knowing her past, actually drag me down to earth that life, after all, doesn't sound that good, although laughter and happiness are always around the faces. Back then to the very old and tradition family, girls don't get a thing. Like, dignity. Just that, I'm not as worse as hers. People still do so nowadays, with one uncle thank god that he has a son than a daughter, another one has all son's pictures in phone but not a single one with the daughter.
Reality has been so cruel to everyone. But I strongly believe that all of us, really survive hard for ourselves. I used to blame, well basically I blame everything everyone. I was wrong. And I'm now standing hard right here, to tell all of you out there, I'm hard enough, things come against me are never meant to make me fall, but for me to stand even stronger.
To the one I worried for so long, till this far, you're not appreciating what you have for now, I'm not done with you. I'll try harder to change you, to help you. It was not my responsibility, I couldn't be bothered. Imagine a lady is ready to fight, what more a man to stand strong right in front.
To those who think they're falling apart, please stand up. We're a day nearer to death, but we're meant to make a life worthwhile in every second!
Sadly, knowing her past, actually drag me down to earth that life, after all, doesn't sound that good, although laughter and happiness are always around the faces. Back then to the very old and tradition family, girls don't get a thing. Like, dignity. Just that, I'm not as worse as hers. People still do so nowadays, with one uncle thank god that he has a son than a daughter, another one has all son's pictures in phone but not a single one with the daughter.
Reality has been so cruel to everyone. But I strongly believe that all of us, really survive hard for ourselves. I used to blame, well basically I blame everything everyone. I was wrong. And I'm now standing hard right here, to tell all of you out there, I'm hard enough, things come against me are never meant to make me fall, but for me to stand even stronger.
To the one I worried for so long, till this far, you're not appreciating what you have for now, I'm not done with you. I'll try harder to change you, to help you. It was not my responsibility, I couldn't be bothered. Imagine a lady is ready to fight, what more a man to stand strong right in front.
To those who think they're falling apart, please stand up. We're a day nearer to death, but we're meant to make a life worthwhile in every second!
